Future, mind intruder

Me and my girls, Jojo, Clara and Celine had a sleepover at Catrul's dorm last night. We were planning to escort Gaby to the airport for our last meeting before Gaby was gone to Pennsylvania, U.S. We made a scrapbook for her and it took a lot of time. Just in time when Devago came to Catrul's dorm and picked us up to the airport, we finished those scrapbook. We didn't sleep all night (actually i'm not, because i fell asleep for 2 hours yet it still exhausting) and now i feel really effete.

What i want to share here wasn't those sleepover thing, but a conversation between Me and Jojo at her house, right before we went to GM to hang out for the last time with Gaby and then headed to Catrul's dorm.

Yes, we talked about future. About job, family and especially boys. *Sigh* I can't stop thinking about it until now, because it keeps ruining my whole mind. I wonder why we have to grow up and be mature? Why don't we just stay the same like now? Why should we thinking about our future? Why should we care about it? Why should we married and try our hardest to seek the RIGHT guy to accompany us till we die?

The biggest question in my head right now is, How could we find someone who really love us, not just for a relationship but someone who will love us everlastingly? I remember how one of my best friends broke up with her bf's and she said "I'm not only a thing for you to chased, but i am someone you should maintained for" i still remember those words. I think, right now there are so many guys who just tried to chase a girl, but then when they finally got it they left 'em. I used to feel it once, but fortunately i didn't fell in love with that guy.

Girls always tried to find the best guy for her life and her future. Me, myself, i like a guy which is honest, gentle, have the foresight and know how to treat a girl perfectly. Umm, yeah i know it's impossible to find the perfect guy like that. But i think i found one who is "beside" me now, eventhough he's not that perfect *there's nobody perfect* ;) I didn't really care about material things, for sure. I just wanted to find someone who will love me sincerely and try to understand the shortcomings that i have. That's it.

And then me and Jojo talked about "flying" things. Yeah, something what guys done inadvertently and unconsciously it makes the girls feel melting. Can you figured out what is it? :)

Gah, we also talked about jobs and kids and it's impossible if i type down my whole chat with Jojo, yesterday cause it'll be a long long long story. Hahaha.

Oh, and here it is! Jojo promoted this photographer to me, actually, this photographer is specialize in pre-wedding photography. But YOU HAVE TO CHECK THAT OUT! It's a total amazing photography team called Axioo. Same with Milk photography, i never get bored watching all of their photos and clips. It's a total GENIUS! Their properties, their concepts. Everything is WOW. In our expense, we even think that we have to start saving money from now to take a pre-wedding photos right there. Hahaha.

I picked one of their shots. This concept is *speechless* WOW♥

Credit to: Axioo Photography