Burying Dreams.

I'm kinda feeling sad. I don't know why, i always felt like sometimes this world is really unfair. It's pretty sad to see people should burying their dreams.

It began a few hours ago, when i was at school waiting for some friends to come practicing. It was just me, Indira, Okta, and Sheila. Indira and Okta were talking something and at first i don't want to ruined their business, because yeah.. every people have their own privacy. But i couldn't stand it anymore until i saw Indira cried. I asked her why and she told me eveything about her problems.

She was in a period of post-operative healing her appendicitis and desperate to keep dancing. I know it's really hard to leave something that we love the most. Few weeks ago, she went to the doctor to check her suture scars and she didn't get a good news. The doctor said that her scars getting worse and it starts to attacks her kidneys. One of the best way to heal that is to stop dancing. She said that she always feels sick after doing some routine, maybe it brings a serious impact to her scars. I don't know. Maybe. Her mom asked her to stop, but you know how does it feel to leave something we love? It's hard; Moreover, she already starts dancing since she was just a little girl. What a poor girl. Finally she decided to stop after she finishes this Frateran Cup and it brings me to a really deep sadness. She's not just an ordinary dancer, she's pretty much good at it. I guess she's a lot more better than me too. But knowing that she should stop and burying her dreams, it's painful.

I know you'll be back as a better dancer :)

I just hope all the best for her. For her recovery, for her fate and for her dancing career. Maybe it's hard to leave it now, but i guess you already take a right choice to stop now and starts to dance again later, than have to force yourself to keep dancing but later in the future you couldn't dance forever.

Keep fighting Indira! I *and we* will wait you to come back soon :*