End of disaster week

One word i wanna say : Phew. This week such a freakin' tiring week with full of assignments, full of test, and full of emotions. Pretty tough. Oh my, i can't wait to start a new week.

This week brings tons of thoughts in my head. Firstly it's about mading a.k.a wall magazine. Oh, i'm getting crazy about it. 2D team lose Randy a few weeks ago, because he decided to resign from TIMES and he prefer to choose choir than TIMES. Well, and 2D team has 7 members left. And now, we have to lose 1 more member, Aynie. Her father didn't let her joining this year's aHa Deteksi Convention 2k10, she should focus to her study. I know actually she wanted to join this competition so bad, but well.. It's her father who said that. We can't force him to let her daughter join this team, right?

And then, it comes to another thing. Something that ruined my mind lately. And something that i couldn't tell you all clearly right here, because well, this blog is a public blog, so anybody could read it and i wonder if things that i'm talking about here was red by "them". Who knows? So, Like i tweeted via twitter yesterday "Am i faithless or am i just drown into the wrong choices?". Geez, these thoughts is confusing me. Sometimes, i think that it'll be so perfidious if i left this "thing" because i have a new more fun things to do. But, i couldn't stand to be with "them" if they always treat me like now. "They" was like forcing me to always put my priority for "them", and some of "them" had a pretty irritating attitude. I mean like, "they" such a fanatic for their groups, "they" always make proud of themselves excessively and they keep forcing and forcing and forcing me to choose "them" rather than my other FUN activities. At first when i'm joining this "thing" i thought it'll be an amazing thing because this "thing" was incredible, famous and pretty prestigious. I know the consequences of joining "them" that i have to practice hard and spend a considerable time for them. I'm kinda excited at first because "they" are pretty much fun, but in time "they" become very irritating and i didn't have any excitement anymore to join "them". I used to think that maybe i should resign, but then i think twice and i don't think that i'm ready to. But with this kinda situation, i'm pretty sure that i should resign next semester. I can't take it anymore *sigh* :(

That was such a disaster! :(

The third is, i'm pretty excited and i feel smarter than before, because i didn't have any remidial test in this week B) All of my test were passed well, eventhough i didn't study well, but i'm pretty excited because i don't have to follow the remidial. Yay!

Fourth, Frateran Cup is coming! And it'll be my first performance ever with new Clique team for DBL 2k11. I have to give my best shot! Yay! Nice :)

Fifth and the last, I am super duper happy because of DAVID ARCHULETA'S THE OTHER SIDE OF DOWN are gonna be released couple days forward! Super excited and i can't wait to listen to it♥ I looooooove it! :D

And umhh, i'm kinda in love with this song lately, You got me by Colbie Caillat. I've known this song since long time, but i didn't know the song title and now i know that it called "You got me" :p

Lyrics:

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I cant pretend though I try to hide
I like you. I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me. Yeah, you got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I cant imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life
Without you. Without you.
One look from you
I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way
(I know we will)
And in my heart I know youll always stay

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what I do,

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
(Its everything that I've been dreaming of)
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.

Cuz no matter what I do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.