Painful Truth.

Yeah, sometimes life seems so unfair and the truth is always painful. That's absolutely true! I felt envy with everybody there in Singapore, they're just several kilometers away from DAVID ARCHULETA! And they could see him live. OMG. I was like cursing myself, why do i have to reject my scholarship, i mean not really rejecting but i didn't study for the test because at that time i really didn't feel that i'm ready to live alone in other country and i still want to stay in Sinlui. I'm wondering if i got those scholarship, maybe my dream would come true, i could see him, and oh.. i don't know what to say..

I envy you everybodeh!

Why the truth seems so painful when you want to see your idol so bad, but you just can't. It hurts. It really hurts. All i want is too see David by himself eventhough i might be so awkward in front of him or maybe i could cry or whatever it is.. I don't care! I really don't care! And i don't care what people would think about me, i don't care if they said that i'm such a freak or whatever. I just want to see him. See his face from several meters away is enough! OMG.. i want it so bad.. and now i'm envying you people! who already see David maybe even take a picture with him. Gosh.. i'm envy to death :(

GOD! Please, i just want to see this guy :'(