Lost Loner.

Woohoo! Exams are over. I could feel the smell of holiday and warmth of Christmas already. Bye schools! See you next January on the 2nd Semester. Rest of this day are free, because so far, i didn't get any remidial test. Thank God. So, i'm planning to spend more time at home.

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Anyway, that's not what i really want to talk about. I don't know, but i feel neglected lately. By every people, for real! Seems like there's no one want to talk to me and i become so boring. You know, like you are invisible. Like no one can see you so they can't interact with you. Well, i don't know, i guess they have change. I felt like a loner and that keeps ruining my mind. I want to scream like "Hello?! I'm alive here! Where are you everybody??" Especially my friends, i don't know whether i'm too sensitive and awkward or maybe i did something annoying for them and make them mad, but yeah.. i guess we don't have a pretty close friendship like we used to and that's really weird for me.. i feel different and alienated. Well, i don't know what happened, but i try to not to think about it too much and keep positive thinking. Yeah, people change and sometimes i am ain't ready for that. 

And by the way, Thanks for Triciany Dewi Sutanto for your time accompanying me after school, at least you make me feel that i'm not really alone. Hmm :)

Hey thanks for the quote :)