Nightmare

I couldn't sleep well these few days. I always got a nightmare, a really really bad nightmare. No, it's not a matter of ghosts or those kinda stuff, but those nightmare is all about something that i scared most. It haunts me every night, i always wake up on 1 AM until 3 AM and i can't sleep anymore. Eventhough, yeah well.. that's just a dream, but i'm afraid when someday it becomes a reality. I'm not ready and totally scared of that.

It haunts me

And anyway, i did such a stupid thing today. I'm missing NAFA's scholarship test! Damn! I've been waiting this test for quite a long time and i just missed it today? Gosh, it such a big hit in my head. I know i still have next year for the test, but i'm not sure that i'm gonna make it. I don't have pretty much confidence to do that. This year i'm quite ready for that, but what? i missed it. NICE :(

I'm burying my dream for being NAFA's student now.