I decided to write random post about things that happened lately in my life which is i don't know.. should i say, frustrating? Yeah, at the beginning of 2011, i should say that this year is a bad start for me. This past 2 months i got really stressed and drown into my worst mood, i got my eyes watery like everyday and i cried so bad like baby for some reason i don't even know. I try to control my emotion, like si Abang said about things he didn't like about me "Being a sensitive person is good, but don't think about something too much if that's not really necessary for you". I try it but.. it's just doesn't work.
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Today, once again i cry. Honestly, i hate crying in the middle of the lesson because people might see me like "Oh! she's trying to seek our attention", No, I'm not guys! Do you think i did that? No. Definitely not. I blame myself a lot for not study last night. Okay, that was my fault, i should've realize and know that today's test not gonna be easy. History and Math, what a JACKPOT! And i didn't study for math, i only studying history. The result is, i couldn't work my math test at all. And it's killing me to see that i got a big possibilities of remidial test which mean my chance to be on the parallel rank is getting farther and of course i couldn't make my parents proud of me. What a life..
But i was kinda relieved after Ce Linda, Ce Mewox and si abang try to comfort me. They do make me feel better just by asking my condition. Thanks for all of you, especially ce Linda who also share your past and teach me how to feel better :*
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I also want to say get well soon to Marcella Claudia Marsudi whose hospitalized for her illness. I hope you're getting better, Cel. I'm really sorry i couldn't visit you today. But trust me, i do pray for your recovery and i hope i could see you really soon at school :*
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I got HERSHEY'S in my fridge! Woohoo! My auntie brought me a pack of chocolate which content Milk Duds *I prefer to call it Milk DUDE*, Kit Kat, Hershey's milk chocolate and Take 5. Woot! That's totally make my day. Especially Kit Kat and Take 5. First bite, you could already taste a goodness of peanut, caramel, pretzel, chocolate and peanut butter *just by imagine about it could makes me drooling*
Check out the "crime scene" pics :
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