K, since yesterday was my anniversary and i only made a short post, i'm gonna make this a lil' bit longer. Hmm.. i didn't do it on purpose to make people think "oh.. how sweet you are!" or stuffs, but i just think that i still have lots of things to say. My mouth couldn't say anything, but my fingers always type. Haha.
So here it is..
Dear Mr. Patrianata, *LOL*
I am definitely NOT good at words nor poets. I just tell everything crossed my mind and what i want to type. Hahaha. I'm so glad you said that you feel chilled reading the scrapbook which for me it means a lot to you, is it? It was out of my plan when most of my classmates ask me to give that to you by myself, actually i want to asked Mario for help to put it somewhere in your house, because i just don't know why i feel like didn't really ready to. Sorry for all the messy stuffs there, it also stressed me out when the paper got ripped, the bookbindery didn't goes really well, and all the fault that happens. I try to do my best *and that's the best?*. Oh! even the Gift paper! I'm so sorry there's too many patch there :p
Yeah, so.. i'm hoping for a change. A good change for us. I couldn't say that this past year i'm not happy to be with you, because actually i do, i really do :) It's just a matter of time, in some conditions i felt like i'm really 'alone' but i always keep it for myself because i didn't want to add more pressure to you. You've done a lot to me from the littlest thing to something remarkable and i really appreciate that and keep every details in my mind. I wish everything goes better this year *iyeshh* not just by a promise but reality. I also try to built myself as a better person for you. Never doubt to speak to me if i had a mistake or something wrong cuz i know i'm way too far from good, it'll be better if i had somebody to listen to my problems and change me as a better person (y)
Our talk at ai Doho last week opened up my mind a lot. I'm really glad we had time just sharing everything we felt. Haha. I know i didn't talk too much, but i think i already wrote everything on that scrapbook. Did you mention it? Oh! and your text message that night, hahahaha it blew me away! It keeps making me smile everytime i read it, It's just.. way too nice. I hope you keep everything what you said as long as we belong. I believe we can make it better. Haha.
Okay, it almost midnight here. Tomorrow i still have to go to school and do tons of stuffs. Sorry for the miss communication this few days because of the lack of provider's credits. Gonna load it really soon *don't worry be happy* ;) See you tomorrow at school! Really happy for it :*
Te Quiero,
Pauline♥
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