Truth has finally come out.

Have you ever feel this sad before?

And finally i know that my dream was just another dream. I can't watch David Archuleta performing on Pond's Teen Concert next July in Jakarta. And i know this kinda situation would be happen. July 16, i haven't finished competing on DBL yet that's my choice to be on Clique and that's what i want since i was in Junior High. I already tried so hard on the 3rd audition until they accept me as a part of the team. But is my commitment that shallow? No. I am responsible for my choice and i don't want my hard work paid by any kind of  negligence and blindness. I should be.. focus.

Man, though the deepest side of my heart still cry, disappointed and flat at the same time. I would be sure that this is not my only chance to see him. There will always be 'next better time' or 'better chance' which God has planned for me.

It would always be better if we do something good and fight for something worth. I still try to lift my chin up and face the truth and walk trough this situation and better be optimistic to see the whole new surprise forward. *Sigh* David, maybe later.. soon i believe we could meet in a better opportunity. Wish you have an ultra great time in Indonesia so you feel like home and, feel free to visit back..

To all the Indonesian Arch Angels who are very lucky to take this opportunity, wish you all have a great time with David. I know how nice it is to have your dream come true. Give another Arch Angels *who are unable to come* shout for him that we will always support him and love him with all this heart no matter what.

at the end,

Nos Vemos Muy Pronto, David!

Sincerely,

Pauline