Epic Confusion

SMTOWN LIVE WORLD TOUR III INDONESIA had been confirmed. There goes my nightmare. Weird, huh? I know i supposed to be happy because finally SMTOWN come to Indonesia which means SHINee also come along with them. This would be their second time in Indonesia after KIFF on last 2010, i'm not a fan at that time. But well, this is a nightmare since it bring me an epic confusion.

 You might be wondering why should i confused? So, here's the things. My Mom already gave me permission to watch the concert ( FYI, This is rarely truly happened ), but my Dad.. i'm not sure about him. My savings are quite enough to watch the concert, to fulfill my living costs in Jakarta for few days including transportation but in the same time, i still need to save more for my university life which according to my wise radar, it is way more important. The concert will be held on September 22nd, a day before Key's birthday. Seriously, he's turning 22 in Indonesia and i am 100% sure that they will held surprise party for Key at the concert which means IT SO SAD TO MISSED IT OUT AND IT MIGHT ONLY HAPPEN ONCE!

In the end, trough all the thoughts and tears i decided NOT watching them. I know i will regret it, i know i will be really sad, i know i missed such a huge opportunity but i told myself that one day miracle kindly happens to me once again. Maybe i've already told to living life this way? But i believe i made a right decision? I didn't want to ruin my first semester, and keep have faiths for my dreams.

Just wanna share it with you guys, honestly i didn't even knew why i published such a post. And, sorry for all my followers in twitter because i kept spamming about my despair last night. Hahaha. It might be annoying (Or is it?) That's why social media does exist, isn't it? 

Gonna catch you all later on another post, while i'm not busy with this hectic schedule!