Nap.

This has been ruining my mind this past few days. When will i stop fangirling? I'm 19 now and i should start to wake up to chase after my dreams instead of keep thinking about it and do nothing. Yes, sometimes i feel like i'm obsessed with them. I even brought them to my dream, whether it is night or day. Night sleep or nap. I dream about them.

This happened one day in September 2012, i met Key in my dreams. He is Key, SHINee's Key. He was wearing white polo shirt with short-ripped pants, round glasses, black-tosca combination cap and tan colored leather backpack. He tied knitted soft blue cardigan on his waist and as you know that he's a fashionista, he wore black and white striped socks with 3 cm sole oxford shoes. He brought so many shopping bags. I still see it clearly in my mind. I even drew it, because that dream seems surreal. It makes me happy just by thinking about it.

I saw him get down the stairs at Pasar Atom. Pasar Atom? YES. Hahaha. Ridiculous actually, because it is kinda impossible for a K-Pop idol to shop at such a place in Surabaya even though Pasar Atom itself provides many good stuffs to shop! Really! And Surabaya? Not Jakarta? I don't really think so..

Then i wake up.

Today, once again i dreamed about him in my nap. He was wearing something grey tops with black jeans, black caps,  thick framed black glasses and he was listening to music using Apple's earphone. It is white. This is less clear than that dream. I forgot whether he was walking with Minho, Onew or his manager at that time because all i see is him. He walks in a rush while i am trying so hard to catch up. I forgot the rest, all i remembered at the end i shouted out loud "Key Oppa!" but he kept walking. I blocked him out and say "Give me just once chance to say something to you". Of course i said it in English since he is good at it. He kept walking and i kept chasing, and then he waved his hand like he was saying "Go on" to me. I stopped and i shout "I will always support you! ... and i really love you!"

Then once again i wake up.

That's how my nap dream ended.

Pathetic? Maybe. 

But i know that God has prepared something about my dreams. 

I don't know if it could possibly be a sign, or maybe it's just me who being to hopeful..

Whatever it is, i like it!