Vanished.

Terribly sad. There's no other thing that crossed my mind right now, except the fact that i'm so broken hearted.

I've tried every chances that i can take to win Music Bank Jakarta ticket. Still, i don't get it. I guess i already give up. I laughed at myself, looking at how silly i am doing all this stuffs. I know this is an effort, yet it turns to something effortless.

I can't tell the universe how much i want it. I didn't ask people to look pity on me. I simply want it. NOW.

Never expect something which not affordable. That seriously break you apart.

Yet, i still have faith. He has a bigger and better plan for me. Now it's just not my time. Maybe He laughed at me now, He still didn't sure about my effort and how much i want it. He wanted to see more of me. He wanted me to do something even more. Soon enough, i will cry.. not because i'm desperate like this, but because i'm happy that i finally meet them. Face to face. Hand in hand.

But now.. It's just good bye.