Marrying Fantasy.

I am not a princess who will always get what she wants.

I am struggling for what i wanted, i do anything to get it.

But i guess i just have no luck at all.

Luck does not come every time. Luck is just luck.

And when luck comes like rain, i haven't prepared.

Dead by thunder.

People say you can live without money, but huh?

seriously? NO.

You live with money, you need money, people go crazy because of money..

And if only i'm that lucky to be the one who owns billions of money,

Probably i'm not this nuts.

Pathetic how i'm just marrying my fantasy.

Reality doesn't exist anymore for me.

I'm dreaming about him -who doesn't even know that i'm exist- to be mine.

I feel like hitting my own head to the wall really hard,

or i need a psychiatric.

I wonder why i have tons of friends but i always feel alone.

I wonder why i can't laugh without any burdens.

It goes the same all the time and i have no answer.

You know what they say,

What hurts the most is being so close and everything seems so close yet so far far away..

Still a long way to dream, still a long road to go