Hatred.

Just now I thought I wanted to life differently
I want to forgive and be as nice as possible

I'm not that type of person who hates people just because I don't like 'em
There were some particular reasons
and those reasons always blocks me out.

People said that there's a thin line between love and hate,
care and not care,
well I just think that maybe i have quite strong reason not to be nice to particular person

In the end while I was trying so hard to be nice,
I am killing myself for not being who I am
for feeling lost and weak

I guess i'll just keep hating on those particular peoples,
because they now what they've done.
And I do hold grudges a lot.