ALONE.

Maybe all this time i was right, 

i was born to be a loner.

I do not believe any kind of relation such as friendship though it doesn't mean i didn't have any friends.
I love them,

But sometimes we stab, we hide something, we don't want them to be like us, we jealous.
They told us their story but didn't want to hear our advice.

And vice versa, whether we know or not.

When I am alone, I could cry as loud as I can, laugh as hard as I can, I don't need to pretend to be someone else and I don't even need people's opinion.

I was born to be a loner,

Just because I like to do everything by myself, and I never believe everyone would do the same thing like i did.

Let me take a risk by myself, let me celebrate the success by myself.

I hate being compared, I hate people who compliment just because they're jealous.

Most of them are fake.

I'm so insecure and don't know who to believe. They could be a dove earlier and turn into a fox later.

I don't believe in friendship. 

You make friends because you need them, and not really want to be with them. 

Isn't that sounds true for you?

Sometimes all the sacrifice you gave turn into a waste.

You never know they probably laughing when you crying,

or maybe chilling and hangout while you struggling doing your team-homework.

True friends, there are less than 10 in this whole wide world.

And i didn't know how many i've found.
or maybe not.