Spill of tears: An Angel.

Okay, so let’s take a deep breath and i’ll start to spill everything here. I know it’s going to be a long long long story, that's why i divided this into few parts. Hopefully, it’ll open your eyes and yeah well.. try to understand a fangirl’s feeling J

So, It was all began in 2006, I was fell for a group of guy from Boston, Massachusets. They are all good looking boys from Berklee College of Music so no need to hesitate about their music! They named themselves “The Click Five”. And from them, my fangirling stories begin..

I remember it was my last year on elementary school and i was so crazy about them. I tell everybody i love them, even some of my friends also started to fell for them too. Their songs “Just the Girl”, “Catch Your Wave”, “Good day” are something i used to hear almost everyday. From the beginning and even after i knew them, i always know that i love to sing, but i still have no confidence about it. I feel like i’m lacking and i don’t want to be embarrassed to show my talents.

2 years passed and i’m no longer a fangirl of The Click Five. For a moment, i succeded to be a normal –junior high school-girl. Until around late April 2008, another.. ah, what should i say this? Angel? Okay, another angel come to my life. I was laid down in my bed, feeling bored and switching my TV channels here and there, and suddenly stuck on a show, American Idol. It was their 7th season and i didn’t watch it since the beginning. Then i told myself “Okay, let’s try to watch it!”.  I’m not a big fan of American Idol, but i did know some of the alumnus like Kelly Clarkson, Clay Aiken, Jennifer Hudson,  Carrie Underwood, Katherine McPhee, Jordin Sparks, Chris Daughtry.. Those amazing singers, who doesn’t recognize them?

There’s a young innocent looking guy standing on a huge stage. He was wearing maroon v-neck tee with flying birds print on the side of it. He sing “Stand By Me” and at the last part he twisted the song with adding a little piece of Sean Kingston’s “Beautiful Girl”

OH MY GOD!! SERIOUSLY, WHILE I WAS TYPING THIS, Okay.. I was in my store, helping my dad. I was typing this story exactly on this “Stand by me” part and suddenly music from the mall’s central is playing “Stand by me” DANG!! GOD!!! IS IT YOUR SIGN??? :’D Amazing..

His name is David Archuleta. From the moment he smiles after he sing that time, i know that i will fall for him for a long time. And until this second, I’m still a huge fan of him. It’s been 5 years. Yeah, eventhough i’m cheating with SHINee and Infinite, but David.. You know how i really feel for you, right? He is sooo humble and encourage me a lot trough music. He’s the first person who turns my hobby into passion. He turns me into a shy girl who always cry at the end of the performance into quite-confident girl who still try to beat the stage.

I used to be so obsessed with him. I even remember his locker number in high school. But now, that i’ve grown up that obsession turns into motivation. Because of him, i want to sing more with all my soul and that’s the reason why i fell for him. He sings with his soul. He speaks trough his songs.

Though i once missed a chance to meet him on 2011, but one day for sure I’ll see him close enough until i no longer cry because of sadness, but happiness. When that time comes, i want to sing for him with all my soul. I am not as awesome as he is in music, but when the time comes, i’ll do it to show him how much he had influenced me.

To be continued..