Friends,

I'm going strong but pushed back too far.
Held my head up high but get drowned.
Life is a beautiful mess.
Drama and disasters.

Everytime the tears come out,
I love when you hold my hands,

telling me it was okay.

Though you might now know that you're the reason why.

If i was born with a heart made by steel,

If i could be stronger than i am,

I might never be afraid of losing something.

YOU.

You will never know, my untold story.

I didn't tell you my secret,

because you listen to them.

I lost you.

I miss the old you,

all the talks we've shared, laughter, tears.

Since from now on it will never be the same anymore..

You've change, 

becoming somebody in the back of my mind.