Letter to S

Hi! How are you doin' there?
You have fun playing?

I miss you.
I know it's so sudden, but I just can't help myself to not thinking of you
It's been 8 months since the last time I saw you,
yet the picture in my memory still very clear

Sorry for making you uncomfortable there,
but well..
Moving on is not so easy.
I don't think any other thing could replace you,
probably Milky does. A little bit.

I wish I could take you to the doctor sooner,
I wish I could be there with you when I know you were sick,
I wish that Saturday evening, I didn't came late to feed you medicine
and I wish that Sunday morning, I didn't leave you.
Alone..

I miss you, I miss you so much
Even you will not come back
But let's see each other again, later..
At that time, let's play with all our might..
I want to hear you howling once again :)