September 18th

How should i say..
No matter how busy i am, blog has always been a good friend to me.

Everybody's changing.
I guess i have turned into a selfish person; my ego keeps getting bigger.
I believe there's nothing immortal in this world. Nothing last forever.
At the end everything will be gone,
Friends,
Family,
Lover,
They are all temporary.

That's why I've made a choice, while I am still alive I want to take care about myself,
think only about myself, my future.
I never know how long will i live, but i know,
I want to make my dreams come true.
I'm not a follower,
I follow my own heart and I decide mine.
That's why i've been trying so hard, even make me looks like a stranger to myself.
I have to collect every single penny i have,
Study with all i might, even i hate it so much like crazy,
Looking for every single kind of opportunity,
These dreams are too unstoppable.

I'm not good at talking to somebody since it's hard to trust someone.
Even your good friends sometimes talk about you behind your back..
They stick to someone better than you. Always.
Like walking on a path full of nails,
It hurts at first but slowly you are getting used to it.
Me too.

Too many things have changed.