And the result is..

JAJAAAANG!!

I didn't win the giveaway.

It's disappointing to be honest, but i do feel grateful for what He had shown me. He gave me so much supportive people around me who already helped me. I always say thank you to them and i really mean it! I thank them for everything.

Thank you list:

C Mewox, Kidd, Carla, Nila and Nita, Meta, Regina, Gondo, Natisa, Ivana, Vero, Clara, Catrul, Jansen, Cil *which use 2 accounts to vote*,Candy, Veve. My senior: Tanjong, Tasia, Yoyon, Ima thank you so much for helping me! Kak Indy from ArchAngel Indonesia. Kenny, Maya, Maria, Maggie, Tephi, Alvinna, Agatha, Vania, Vina. Sheila and Bella Choi for letting me use your email account to make you tumblr and for trusting me. Gbe and Dinda for helping me to find another followers from your friend. For Admin from Kim kibum-key (SHINee) at facebook, thank you for letting me put my ads in your site and congratulation for your winning! :D 

I do really appreciate what you all have done to me. I might not win but at least i know that there's always someone who always support me. THANK YOU!! :D

Tough i might not get it now, i believe this mean He ask me to do more for it, yet i still believe that someday i would get the book and even Maypole sweater that i've been craved for. I just need some times to do more. Aja aja fighting!!

Anyone with tumblr? PLEASE HELP.

So, here's the thing guys. You read my last post? About how much i wanted SHINee's The Son of The Sun book? I think God has made a way for me. Khannie, a shawol trough her tumblr site, dearshineeletters.tumblr.com made a giveaways for shawols all around the world. And at the time i read it, i was like "GOD I WANT THIS!" So, this morning, i just made a tumblr account JUST FOR THIS BOOK. I REALLY want it so bad. But i realize i can't do it alone. I need your help guys! For all of you who own tumblr account, please help me! It's really easy:

1. Log In with your tumblr account.
2. Go to dearshineeletters.tumblr.com and follow them using your account.
3. Click on the 'ask box' below SHINee's picture and then write "artsypo recommended me here" and ask.
4. Wait for admin's reply. She will give you a question about SHINee and you need to answer that.
5. As simple as that, and if you answer correctly, you give me 1 vote!
6. Please make sure that you don't send the recommendation as anonymous. Please use your tumblr account name, because the admin would delete the anonymous one. THANKS! :D

I need at least 50 votes to get it. So please please please and pleeeeeeease help me! The giveaways end tonight, Monday, 5 December 2011 using EST time. Right now, it's still 2:02 am there so there's still a lot of time to vote. Please help me guys! I really appreciate everything you've done to me! Thanks :D

Day 30: Earth Day and Stuffs

Happy earth day all! i know that today is earth day because google's main theme showing a cute pics, when i clicked them it says that today is earth day. Yeah, as we know lot of things happened to our earth lately. Last Monday while waiting my cousin and her daughter doing a hair treatment at salon, i red a magazine which told me about Tsunami in Japan few months ago. There's an opinion from few psychic which quite terrifying for me. They said that the world  will be crashed years forward because people getting more and more unconcerned about this world's safety. Sun will get closer to the earth which causes the high temperature in this earth and there will be disasters everywhere in this whole world starting from the east to the west.

I didn't want to believe them, but however it haunts sometimes. I didn't really believe that 2012 is the end of the world like many people said, but yes.. maybe it would be happen if this earth keeps getting crashed day by day. So my message for today is, keep our earth save! Don't add more disaster by doing something not necessary such as deforestation and doing excess mineral excavation. Start to use hybrid things and try to reduce reuse and recycle so there's no more 'doomsday' and we can still alive year by year afterwards :)

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Anyway, my friend Gabriela Christa has launched her blog, you can visit her. She is a best friend of mine. She used to live at Situbondo, East Java then moved to Surabaya where she met me at St. Agnes Junior High School. Now, since her family got a green card from USA, she's now moving to Scranton, Pennsylvania. I really miss her and wish someday that i could see her again♥

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I just finished mopping the house and it was extremely tiring! Gosh! I also haven't finished all of my homework. English abstract, civics and religion works and preparing myself for Hospitality Rally Challenge at Petra Christian University next Wednesday. It driving me crazy! I guess my time management is really bad. I'm exhausted yet i pushed myself to much to do all of this things.

My mind is still #galau.  Darn, i wish i could get rid all of this past which haunts me lately. And live my life better like i used to. I need some fresh air! *yawn*

Last but not least..

I've passed my 30 days challenge!

Day 29: Picture of myself

This picture was taken almost 9 months ago at school while preparing for Junior Students Orientation. I didn't change a lot since that time. Thanks for Bravo who took the picture :)

Grayscaled a bit and bulged a bit.

Day 28: 11:11 wish

Though i like the number 11, i didn't wish anything at 11:11. I didn't believe in such an artificial thing. Even okay, sometimes i did it. The ratio was just about 1:18. My wish was something that crossed my mind a lot at that time. If i face tons of problems i wish that it would be better, if i got a bad mark i wish i could be more better in the next test, if i got really sensitive i wish i could think positive and stay the same and so on.

And now if i had a chance to wish at 11:11, i wish that i didn't fall too deep into the abyss of the past :(

Day 27: Picture of my handwriting

Mine was the highlighted one.

This photo was taken about few months ago, when the drama happened on Extensive English lesson. It's kinda shameful when i remember this incident, but yeah.. since then i know that i have a super nice classmates and i feel proud being a part of Social Class 4. Thank you guys for showing how much you care ;)

Day 26: Some little things, warm and fuzzy

My perfect combination of some little things that made me feel warm and fuzzy is Staring at the raindrops trough the window with a fluffy blanket protect you and a cup of hot chocolate plus listening to blues and jazz music! Uh.. what a life :)

Day 25: I would date someone who is..

between plain look with amazing personality and beautiful look with plain personality, from 1-100% ratio, i obviously 100% will choose someone plain with amazing personality. For me, personality is the only thing that would show somebody's beauty. I always take this principle : "Inner beauty affect your outer's beauty, it changes someone's viewpoint to realize how beauty you are"

Okay, outer look also important. I lied if i didn't say that, i didn't judge book by its cover. But it all become useless when your personality ruined it all. I'd rather date someone really plain but he has a typical of a gentleman than have to date a prince with plain attitude. So, yes that's it ;) period. Personality is my number one priority of a guy (y) *Of course, if there's another option 'someone beautiful with amazing attitude' i would absolutely chose that! LOL, don't you?*

Day 24: 7 Things that crossed my mind a lot

Right now i'm thinking about:

1. My itchy eyes.
2. Live in's report.
3. Tomorrow's Mass.
4. HBS's job today.
5. Cinta Cenat Cenut
6. Many people conditions
7. Sleeping and eating cakes.

Quite unecessary, rite?

Day 23: A letter to someone

K, since yesterday was my anniversary and i only made a short post, i'm gonna make this a lil' bit longer. Hmm.. i didn't do it on purpose to make people think "oh.. how sweet you are!" or stuffs, but i just think that i still have lots of things to say. My mouth couldn't say anything, but my fingers always type. Haha. 

So here it is..


Dear Mr. Patrianata, *LOL*

I am definitely NOT good at words nor poets. I just tell everything crossed my mind and what i want to type. Hahaha. I'm so glad you said that you feel chilled reading the scrapbook which for me it means a lot to you, is it?  It was out of my plan when most of my classmates ask me to give that to you by myself, actually i want to asked Mario for help to put it somewhere in your house, because i just don't know why i feel like didn't really ready to. Sorry for all the messy stuffs there, it also stressed me out when the paper got ripped, the bookbindery didn't goes really well, and all the fault that happens. I try to do my best *and that's the best?*. Oh! even the Gift paper! I'm so sorry there's too many patch there :p

Yeah, so.. i'm hoping for a change. A good change for us. I couldn't say that this past year i'm not happy to be with you, because actually i do, i really do :) It's just a matter of time, in some conditions i felt like i'm really 'alone' but i always keep it for myself because i didn't want to add more pressure to you. You've done a lot to me from the littlest thing to something remarkable and i really appreciate that and keep every details in my mind. I wish everything goes better this year *iyeshh* not just by a promise but reality. I also try to built myself as a better person for you. Never doubt to speak to me if i had a mistake or something wrong cuz i know i'm way too far from good, it'll be better if i had somebody to listen to my problems and change me as a better person (y)

Our talk at ai Doho last week opened up my mind a lot. I'm really glad we had time just sharing everything we felt. Haha. I know i didn't talk too much, but i think i already wrote everything on that scrapbook. Did you mention it? Oh! and your text message that night, hahahaha it blew me away! It keeps making me smile everytime i read it, It's just.. way too nice. I hope you keep everything what you said as long as we belong. I believe we can make it better. Haha.

Okay, it almost midnight here. Tomorrow i still have to go to school and do tons of stuffs. Sorry for the miss communication this few days because of the lack of provider's credits. Gonna load it really soon *don't worry be happy* ;) See you tomorrow at school! Really happy for it :*

Te Quiero,

Pauline♥

Day 22: What i wore today.

So, today i just went to school and haven't change my uniform yet. Feel lazy enough to take a bath. Today's uniform is "St. Louis Official Uniform" which really famous for some teenagers in Surabaya *they thought that this uniform is pretty cool, and i saw quite a lot school was tryin' to copy this uniform*. We usually call this "seragam rompi" (rompi means vest, in Indonesian). Wanna see 'em?

Bang Bang!!

That was it. Haha. That photo was kinda embarrassing yet i like it. LOL. Yulia took that photo about few months ago for OSIS campaign. Why i didn't take a new photo? Cuz my camera battery dropped so i couldn't take any photos today, but don't worry, my uniform still stay the same till' now ;)

Day 21: Turn on and off

Actually,

I didn't get the meaning of today's challenge. Turn on and offs? earth hour?

Day 20: Concerts I've Attended

I've never been into any concerts. Hmm.. if only David Archuleta would make a concert here in Indonesia, i would surely fight for anything so that i could see him! But maybe it was only just a dream♫ (singin' Nelly's Just a dream. Haha.)

Hmm, my Mumsy used to be invited to Piero's new collection exhibition and every year they invited many Indonesian celebrity such Krisdayanti, Shanty, Delon, Project Pop, Dave Hendrik, Nirina Zubir, Indra Bekti. I've met them all (is this included as concert? because they also performing while we were having dinner.) LOL.

Day 19: Place i lived

So, i've never stay outside my hometown, Surabaya. All my live i've been living on the east side of Surabaya, with many resto along the highway. Actually, I really want to live at Bali, since i was planning to have a majors in Tourism and Leisure at University of Udayana, i hope that i could pass the SNMPTN test and study well there next year. *Even i still confused, because i'm afraid that i would feel homesick and those kinda stuffs*

Day 18: Favorite TV Shows

When it comes to TV shows, right now i would surely say:

Tadaaaaaaaaa!!

Yeah, CSI was always become my favorite since i was in junior high. I love it from Vegas to New York, the whole story was totally creative and challenging, making the viewers trying to guess "who's the real killer behind those murder or suicide things". I could say that Jerry Bruckheimer was a really creative man. This series even getting better because of  this guy from Vegas's lab. Let's meet,

Eddie Cibrian as Jesse Cardoza

He's pretty cool, right? :D

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Besides that, i always love watching this show :

Man v. Food

Oh Adam Richman, you should be really happy to eat those foods! I love this show because it always show tons of delicious meal *even most of them are junk food* and it always makes me drool everytime i watch it. From super big and hot burger to super spicy chicken wings, to the biggest pizza ever and 50 scoops of ice cream.. oh my God.. how could you resist that?

Day 17: What do i want to be when i get older?

How cute they are :)

1. I want to be some kind of tour leader so that i can travel around the world! Yay!
2. A good mom and wife.
3. Be a great cook for my family!
4. Taking care of my parents and kids really well.
5. Spend my old age in a quiet and calm place with my husband, drink a cup of tea every morning and evening with a piece of cakes or cookies, together watching TVs or listening to the old songs. What a fairytale :p

Day 16: What would i do if tomorrow is my last day

1. I guess i wanna finish everything i haven't finished, like many assignments, projects and home works stuffs. I want to say to all the people that i'm glad i know them all and they should know how much i love them and they mean a lot to me.

2. I want to hug every one i love, especially my friends! Hug 'em tight, like i don't want them to go. I want to spend all my time with them and make them let me go with a smile.

3. I would tell somebody my twitter, facebook and blogger password so that they could take care of all of my accounts even i already gone. Spooky! LOL.

4. I want to eat lots of cake and drink gallons of fresh milk also i want to visit everyone who hate me and tell them that i apologize for everything that matter among us.

5. For my parents *especially Mumsy* i want to apologize because at this time, i still couldn't make them happy and proud of me. I'm too busy with myself and often make you disappointed.

6. Doing confessions to everybody.

7. Force Worldwide Arch Angels to let me see David and talk *even just for a minute, that's okay!* with him, tell him how much i admire him and how much his music means a lot to me.

8. Last but not least, i want to give my biggest smile to si abang and say how much i glad to be his girlfriend.

Day 15: Photo of someone i fancy at this moment

Still, like it's never change, David Archuleta. *hey! imma huge fan of yours !!!*

Woohoo! he was kinda bit weird with that mature look, but anyway he still looks cool in every side♥

Day 14: Photos of 5 Celebrity Crushes

1. Of course *the one and only* David James Archuleta

2. Morgan Oey from Sm*sh

3. Lee Min Ho

4. Cho Kyu Hyun from Super Junior *before he got skinnier now*

5. Super hot werewolf, Taylor Lautner.

Day 13: Three confessions of my choice

1. I am stingy. Seriously, especially about food, i often keep it for myself and i really don't like it when people asked some. I'm on my "try to give" process now, yeah.. i try.
2. I often curse. That's really bad i know, moreover i'm a girl and i don't think that is appropriate. I curse everytime i can't control my emotion, when i get really mad and really not in a good mood. Maybe i should try to stop now.
3. I still write diaries until now.