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I AM NOT GOING.

Setelah pemikiran panjang dan berbagai pertimbangan, aku tidak akan berangkat pertukaran pelajar ke Korea *Boooooo~* Kenapa? karena ini mungkin memang belum saatnya. Tapi, 2 tahun lagi PASTI! PUASTI! Aku bakal pamer-pamer foto begitu kakiku pertama kali menginjak bandara Incheon di musim semi Seoul 2015. Berharap aja dunia belum kiamat waktu itu, dan Korut berbaik hati nggak jadi berusaha ngehancurin Korsel..

Tapi sedih? pasti sedih. 

Iri tau ngeliat kakak-kakak kelas yang udah siap magang ke Korea, Juli nanti berangkat! 

Barusan juga liat video dari HighStreet Fosho waktu ke Korea gara-gara menang BigBang contest design Samsung galaxy note 2. 

Well, i'm not a big fan of BigBang, tapi tetep aja iri. Perasaan aku juga sering ngikutin semacam lomba yang sama dengan sistem "Like" entah dimanapun, mempertaruhkan malu dan nggak peduli dianggap freak. Tetep aja, i have no luck at all.

Sebagai pelampiasan, saya memutuskan untuk memborong SHINee and Infinite stuffs. Akhirnya setelah pemikiran yang panjang, aku tinggal menunggu kehadiran pacar-pacarku..

L's Bravo Viewtiful..

Infinite New Challenge..

SHINee Why So Serious: The misconception of me..

Yang tentunya menghabiskan cukup banyak uang, 

dan sebenarnya juga agak menyesal kenapa nggak dipikir lagi

-______-

Dan yang paling buruk.

Disaat aku memutuskan nggak akan beli apa-apa lagi setelah semua barang ini, munculah secercah sinar di timeline twitter. Penasaran apa, akhirnya aku baca..

"SHINee to release photo travel essay 'Surprise Vacation' on May 25th"

Rasanya seperti dimutilasi *eh* 

SEDIH SEKALI! AKU MAU SEKALI! TABUNGANKU TERTAWA KERAS SEKALI!!!

OH TUHAN TOLONGLAH!

Aku cuma ingin bertemu dengan mereka. SHINee, Infinite, Myungsoo, Kibum. Mungkin aku sudah nggak bisa lebih lama lagi bersabar dan menunggu. Tapi aku juga nggak akan pernah tau apa takdirku. Apa mungkin beberapa bulan lagi akan ada keajaiban seperti yang aku selalu harapkan setiap hari, setiap detik, atau malah mungkin 10 tahun lagi aku bakal jadi seorang ibu-ibu yang masih tergila-gila dengan Kpop walaupun sudah bersuami dan ber-anak. Anak-anakku nanti juga ikut freak gara-gara niru kebiasaan mamanya yang suka teriak-teriak sendiri waktu nonton om-om Korea di TV. Suamiku juga cuma bisa geleng-geleng kepala dengan sedikit penyesalan. *ketok meja*

Begitulah..

Semoga sekarang aku cuma memupuk kesialanku menjadi suatu keberuntungan nantinya ya :')

Cerita Kpop Guweh dan Paskah.

Gila mamen! Guweh sedang asik-asiknya menahan derita sakit perut bulanan dan hampir muntah-muntah belajar statistik, tiba- tiba dapet pencerahan macam ini..

OH MAMAH MOHON RESTU UNTUK MENIKAH DENGAN MEREKA!
Jadi, Infinite mendapat kemenangan pertamanya di Inkigayo! 오빠들, 축하해요!! Dan yang paling amazing, yang bikin aku nggak sanggup nahan diri buat *sekali lagi* nggak teriak-teriak kayak orang gila di depan laptop adalah.. kehadiran ketiga pacar guweh. Kim Kibum. Kim Myungsoo. Lee Hyunwoo. Seriusan.
Dan ini adalah wajah saya ketika melihat mereka di layar laptop..

Kurang lebih 11-12 sama orang ini..

"Kenapa dunia ini benar-benar tidak adil Mamah? KENAPAAAH?"

Mungkin kalo aku bisa ada di sana, ngeliatin si Hyunwoo nge MC, L sama Key tampil,  Sakit perut dan penderitaan akan lelah yang tak berkesudahan ini tidak berarti apa-apa. Apalagi dua bias paling tampan se-Kpop raya guweh berdiri berdampingan! Skip aja videonya ke 5:42 Bawa. Aku. Ke. Seoul. Sekarang. Titik maritik.
Oh  SELAMAT PASKAH untuk semua makhluk yang telah diselamatkanNya di bumi, untuk kamu kamu dan kamu.  YA KAMU! Terima kasih banyak atas penebusanMu ya Tuhan, dan dengan kebangkitanMu, aku percaya bahwa dunia ini senantiasa berada di bawah perlindunganMu. Tak pernah sekali pun Engkau meninggalkan kami. Terima kasih untuk cinta kasihMu yang tiada berkesudahan. I'm really grateful.
Dan mungkin gara-gara berkah Paskah, atau gara-gara doa saya sebelum tidur buat Tuhan, tadi malem saya mimpi indaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah banget.. Pada suatu hari, Seorang gadis yang sedikit tampan bernama Pauline bertemu idolanya yang berasal dari Korea Selatan. Sebut saja lelaki berambut pirang itu Key. Aku juga heran, kenapa mimpi aku akhir-akhir ini sangat mendetail sampai detail terkecilpun aku ingat. Key pake kaos warna hitam dan varsity navy + Snapback motif leopard. Auuuu...
Singkat cerita, kita saling berjumpa di coffee shop macam yang ada di drama-drama Korea gitu, ada Jonghyun juga ding di situ! Ceritanya aku lagi diajarin bahasa Korea. Terus juga sempet nanya-nanya sama mereka kalo mereka deket nggak sama group lainnya, Infinite misalnya. Dan mereka bilang deket sama beberapa member aja. Waktu itu aku bilang ke mereka "Ini sungguh kayak mimpi (ya emang cuma mimpi -___-) akhirnya aku bisa ketemu kalian!" Abis gitu si Key bilang "Tenang aja, kita kan masih bisa contact-contactan. Kamu ngelike semua fotoku di Instagram kan?"
JEDUARRRR!! DIA TAU! Abis itu yang aku inget cuma adikku masuk kamar dan teriak "WOI BANGUN WOI!" terus aku jadi kebangun. Kata-kata terakhir yang aku bilang "OPPA KAJIMA!!" Sambil terseok-seok di lantai cafe ngeliat Key sama Jonghyun pergi and not looking back. Mimpi selesai.
Ah, meskipun gitu saya tetap bahagia bisa mimpi indah setelah sekian lama tidak bisa bermimpi karena terlalu kecapekan dan tidur terlalu sebentar (Buat aku tidur 4-5 jam itu SANGAT sebentar, dan kalo tidur sangat sebentar ujung-ujungnya sepanjang hari saya pasti bete)
Yah.. Begitulah kira-kira.. Kapan ya saya bisa bener-bener ketemu mereka di Korea? Siapapun, ada yang tahu caranya dan mau bantu saya? *mewek*

Key's Dream Girl

I can do anything, eventhough i'm so friggin' daym tired right now as long as it is for SHINee.

I was like watching an oasis in the middle of a desert. SHINee's back AGAIN! Full length Album!

And the best part is..

Jjan~

The first photo teaser published is Key. Oh i'm mesmerized yeah! The picture of you!

Another blonde Key. He's getting more and more stunning each time. The freckles, i know it's fake but it suits him well. HE IS TOTALLY HOT. His eyes, though it's just contact lens but it give me feel like he was look like a mixed Korean-European which was so Key who's really into Western style.

I can't wait for the other photo teaser and imagine how manly Taemin will look like, Onew, Jonghyun and Minho. I wish i could buy the album as soon as it released on February 19th, or i guess i should keep my red-pocket-money for this..

Anything for SHINee!

Nap.

This has been ruining my mind this past few days. When will i stop fangirling? I'm 19 now and i should start to wake up to chase after my dreams instead of keep thinking about it and do nothing. Yes, sometimes i feel like i'm obsessed with them. I even brought them to my dream, whether it is night or day. Night sleep or nap. I dream about them.

This happened one day in September 2012, i met Key in my dreams. He is Key, SHINee's Key. He was wearing white polo shirt with short-ripped pants, round glasses, black-tosca combination cap and tan colored leather backpack. He tied knitted soft blue cardigan on his waist and as you know that he's a fashionista, he wore black and white striped socks with 3 cm sole oxford shoes. He brought so many shopping bags. I still see it clearly in my mind. I even drew it, because that dream seems surreal. It makes me happy just by thinking about it.

I saw him get down the stairs at Pasar Atom. Pasar Atom? YES. Hahaha. Ridiculous actually, because it is kinda impossible for a K-Pop idol to shop at such a place in Surabaya even though Pasar Atom itself provides many good stuffs to shop! Really! And Surabaya? Not Jakarta? I don't really think so..

Then i wake up.

Today, once again i dreamed about him in my nap. He was wearing something grey tops with black jeans, black caps,  thick framed black glasses and he was listening to music using Apple's earphone. It is white. This is less clear than that dream. I forgot whether he was walking with Minho, Onew or his manager at that time because all i see is him. He walks in a rush while i am trying so hard to catch up. I forgot the rest, all i remembered at the end i shouted out loud "Key Oppa!" but he kept walking. I blocked him out and say "Give me just once chance to say something to you". Of course i said it in English since he is good at it. He kept walking and i kept chasing, and then he waved his hand like he was saying "Go on" to me. I stopped and i shout "I will always support you! ... and i really love you!"

Then once again i wake up.

That's how my nap dream ended.

Pathetic? Maybe. 

But i know that God has prepared something about my dreams. 

I don't know if it could possibly be a sign, or maybe it's just me who being to hopeful..

Whatever it is, i like it!

"Because with you, my dreams seem really close"

Officialy 19 since yesterday. Time goes by really fast isn't it? Seems like it was just yesterday when i celebrated my 15th birthday in junior high school. Then my 17th, when finally people start to call you "woman" instead of "girl". Next year i'll be 20th, 1/5 of century. Am i that old already?

I have no other intention for this year forward except to be grateful. Grateful for what i have in this life. Try to look down instead of always look up.

I still the same person until now, and i feel blessed to have so many people around me. Well, i might not now how much they care about me but i can say that they make my dreams seem really close! They make me even more believe that i can be what i want to be all this time. I can reach the unreachable.. like what Guy Sebastian sang in his song "Taller Stronger Better"

So, here they are some wishes they wrote for me. Thanks a lot guys! That's a really nice of you all!
(You can click the picture to enlarge)

Fei-fei, She sent me this early in the morning :*

 One of the greatest wish, Thanks ce Gebe! :D

Jajjan~ even the most quiet person in my class! Proud of you IP! :D

 Should i call it wish? LOL. Thank you anyway egyjelek! 

 Your wishes are gonna be paid one day! So thank you :*

 EPIC Daniel!

 From twitter, thank you everyone! :*

And, special thanks for Candy, Nila, Devi and Daniel for the "Surprise"; Jojo who sent me such a nice present, i miss you so much!!! Thanks for the "Key's pick"; Stella who called me far far away from Taiwan, aaaaw! See you soon! :*

Thank you everyone! You mean a lot to me :'D

At the end, i once regret being such a really pitiful dreamer, but i realize that it is great to dream big! I know what i want to achieve and i'm planning to have a very well future ahead. Let's wish that this year would be amazing!

2013

HEY PEOPLE, i know it's kinda late *i always late* but HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!

WE ARE ALIVE!!!

This year i won't make any complicated resolutions. I just want to be grateful. Grateful for everything He gave to me. I'll learn how to be grateful for my parents, for my home, for my family, for my surroundings, for my friends, and fooooor everything! Then i guess i could live my life happily. Brainwash.. brummmm~

New year means January. Okay, i'm not gonna promoting that my birthday will come really soon but i don't wanna get old! *Okay im not being grateful* This year is really different, i am least excited about my birthday. Well i don't know..

And by the way..

Would it be come true just like what i wish 2 years ago?

Once upon a december

Kim Jeffrey Kurniawan is super HOT. HOT HOT HOT. Not because Surabaya is getting hotter and hotter everyday, but he's SUPER HOT.

Ho-ho-ho JACKPOT!! XD

Hey i just met you and this is crazy, but here's my number so call me maybe..

He came to my campus today as a guest star in Ethics Tutorial Class last meeting. I never expect that he would be soooooo mesmerizing. HEY! I AM JUST A NORMAL GIRL. And he is really nice and sweet-scented with the freckles on his face which is super cute! I thank to him after taking a photo and only with a "Yes" word him already made my day. 

Girls..

I expect everyone whose name contains word "Kim" always good looking. Just take a look, Kim Kurniawan, Kim Kibum, Kim Jonghyun, Kimbum.. Kimkim?

Thanks to Nila who helped me to took a picture with him. This is why i love December! ♥

Dream Chaser.

I dreamed about dancing in the air,
I dreamed about lying on the clouds,
Floating.. Free.

When it comes to night, empty skies are all i see..
Where are the stars, where is the moon?
They hide and keep themselves safe.

I am lost unto nowhere,
laughed even i'm not supposed to
dragged into this sadness, which i don't even know why.

I can only hold onto this faith.
I don't know maybe someday..
somewhere,
somehow,
I'll get there without you knowing.

Painkiller.

Hyped! Though i didn't watch (LIVE) SMTOWN few days ago, but i can feel the euphoria still fulfill the atmosphere nowadays. I'm so glad that the concert is a big success, moreover the artist are all okay and back to Korea safely. SHINee even talked about the possibilities of holding SHINee World Concert II in Indonesia. What an expectation!

Anyway, just couple days ago i received a package. SMTOWN goodies package straight from Jakarta! Woohoo! I'm soooo happy! Thank you so much ce Meta for your time to buy me sticky candies and queue for SHINee's Hand Banner, even buying a fan with Key on it. I couldn't be more happy than this.

The package.

Sticky in my hand.

SMTOWN special edition.

Too pretty to eat, actually! haha.

Well, i'm glad. At least, this package could be the painkiller for not watching the concert live. LOL.

Dear, Key.

생일축하합니다, 생일축하합니다~

사랑하는 기범 오빠!!

생일축하합니다!!

생일축하합니다  기범 오빠 !

Happy birthday to the one and only Almighty Diva Awesome SHINee Kim "KEY" Kibum. It's been a year since i first fall in love with you. Stay healthy, gain more weight (Don't be too skinny, oppa!), success for your career, stay happy, stay AMAZING. Maybe it's kinda late, but still i wish you nothing but all the very best.

Note this, Shawols and Lockets are always here to support you! Hope someday i could meet you and the other members in a better place and chance since yesterday i couldn't join Indonesian Shawols and another fans from other SMTOWN family fandom to celeberate your birthday at Gelora Bung Karno, Jakarta. Honestly, it's really heartbreaking, but i believe that "Miracle is another name of hard work" LOL. So, i'll work hard to see you someday. Maybe.. see you soon? Do you have a good time in Indonesia?

And lastly, i wish you receive my gift and wear it someday! AMEN. 널 정말 사랑해요!!

Also happy birthday dear Nikita Zeptiany and Tifanny Louise! Have a joyful day!

Bitter.

I wonder if tears comes out from my ass  ears, i might not cry my whole life.

In fact, this is really sad. I'm sad. And exhausted!

SMTOWN is just 2 days away, the artists themselves would arrive in Jakarta at Friday September 21st, 3:35 PM. Act like a total dumb for betting my luck on online quizes, yet i try every single way to go there. This time, i wasn't meant to be there. YET.

Bye - bye SMTOWN, Bye SHINee..

University life is starting to get really hectic with assignments and tests. I need more than 6 hours to sleep.

Get over it.

Asian On Air Program

You might be wondering about my last post, then i tell you about Asian On Air Program.

Asian On Air Program is an event created by Korea Tourism Organization in partnership with Korean Air and Buzz Korea to enjoy the beauty of Korea. The program is opened for Asian residents from China, Hongkong, Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore, Thailand, etc.

Feel the 5 days and 4 nights journey in Korea by submit your video or blog and photo contest. It'll be a huge deal to win this contest. The submission ends in September 23rd (Key's birthday. Yay!) and they'll announce the winner 5 days afterwards.

Simply click here for more info, and don't forget to join and promote! Wish us all the best luck, FIGHTING!

Thank you Korean Air, KTO and Buzz Korea! ;)

Sky High, Dream High.

Tutorial class' fun assignment this week. Art, dreams and hopes. When you combined them all, there comes a miracle. These are something that i really love, so i put a lot of effort to it and my marks better be good. 

12:04 AM here, but i'm still awake since one more assignment awaits. 

Tadaaa!! (The airplane below can move across the countries. LOL)

Some says that soon this will crashed into a junk, our frontline only mark the artwork and they would say "Imagine if your dream CRASH like this," while they crashing our artwork. No, i won't let it happen to mine uh oh big NO NO!!

Make our parents proud is everyone's dream, either do i. Beside that i also really want to visit Korea and USA, meet the idols (SHINee, David Archuleta, Lee HyunWoo) and of course, who doesn't like to fly around the countries? Well, it might just hanging in my head as a dream now but i try to believe that sooner or later it'll all come true because life is a miracle and you don't know what you'll gonna get! What about your dreams? :)

Key, you shall receive!

Durum. 32 days left before Key's 21st (Or 22nd in Korean) Birthday. Also 31 days left before SMTOWN Jakarta which is pretty sad to let go. This time is no ordinary since i'm joining SHINee World Indonesia group project together with Cosmicaa, TaeKey fansite from Korea to celebrate Key's birthday with donations and gifts.

First thing that pops up my mind, wouldn't it be cool if Key would wear you present? You might think i'm stupid or maybe i am since he must receive lots of presents and mine might even untouchable, but who knows? Maybe an apple could fall from banana tree. LOL.

For a guy named Kim Kibum who loves shopping and got every single coolest stuffs on earth, i give him a ring. An unique ring. A quirky ring, because he loves quirky stuffs which i hope he like it.

Together with the present, i made a message card written in hangul. Thanks a lot to Mr. Google Translate for helping me translating those words, though i know the translation might sounds weird but at least he knows what i mean..

"Key oppa, i wish you receive it and wear it someday. I pray."

Epic Confusion

SMTOWN LIVE WORLD TOUR III INDONESIA had been confirmed. There goes my nightmare. Weird, huh? I know i supposed to be happy because finally SMTOWN come to Indonesia which means SHINee also come along with them. This would be their second time in Indonesia after KIFF on last 2010, i'm not a fan at that time. But well, this is a nightmare since it bring me an epic confusion.

 You might be wondering why should i confused? So, here's the things. My Mom already gave me permission to watch the concert ( FYI, This is rarely truly happened ), but my Dad.. i'm not sure about him. My savings are quite enough to watch the concert, to fulfill my living costs in Jakarta for few days including transportation but in the same time, i still need to save more for my university life which according to my wise radar, it is way more important. The concert will be held on September 22nd, a day before Key's birthday. Seriously, he's turning 22 in Indonesia and i am 100% sure that they will held surprise party for Key at the concert which means IT SO SAD TO MISSED IT OUT AND IT MIGHT ONLY HAPPEN ONCE!

In the end, trough all the thoughts and tears i decided NOT watching them. I know i will regret it, i know i will be really sad, i know i missed such a huge opportunity but i told myself that one day miracle kindly happens to me once again. Maybe i've already told to living life this way? But i believe i made a right decision? I didn't want to ruin my first semester, and keep have faiths for my dreams.

Just wanna share it with you guys, honestly i didn't even knew why i published such a post. And, sorry for all my followers in twitter because i kept spamming about my despair last night. Hahaha. It might be annoying (Or is it?) That's why social media does exist, isn't it? 

Gonna catch you all later on another post, while i'm not busy with this hectic schedule!

Apple on Banana Tree Mission: SHINee - Replay dance cover

Back with the apple seeker, Pauline here. After losing lots of giveaways, Sherlock dance contest, and in a wait for I Love Korea, because.. announcement on July 6th, I am now exploring more contest and i found this one is really big. AVEX, Taiwan give everyone a chance to perform in front of SHINee just by doing cover. You cover SHINee's dance, you are qualified. Seriously, this is big. This is what i've been dreaming since the first time i'm being die hard SHINee fan.

I submitted my video last night, and i hope i am qualified because the submission ends tomorrow. I wish they show the list of participant, but this contest is kinda private so i just need to do my best, sit down, pray, and hope for the best.

   

This is a rare opportunity! I didn't really know the system of their judgment but i need your help to like, maybe they give a point by view counts and like?

It's do or die. It's winning or keep move on. I am willing to embarrassed and it's okay if people see me fangirling too much. But this is my misssion, i'll keep pursuing until i found that Apple on Banana Tree.

Without your help, i wouldn't be able to do it myself too, so please if you don't mind help me like the video. Much much THANKS and WISH ME BEST LUCK ;)

Apple seeker,

#KpopVirus

 I'm feeling so random and i feel like doing some silly stuffs.

This past few days i've been tweeting about Kpop Virus on my twitter. This disease has been spreading trough one to another continent, from Asia to Africa. It's 23:20 PM with Dr. Elizabeth Pauline, M.Kpop here, keep reading if you want to know more about this "dangerous" virus.

From its definition, Kpop is a genre of music originated especially from South Korea. Well known by it's stomping beats, unique melody and good looking singer (usually boy or girl groups). According to scientist, virus is a microorganism that is smaller than a bacterium that cannot grow or reproduce apart from a living cell. So, Kpop Virus is microorganism that is smaller than a bacterium that cannot grow or reproduce apart from Kpop?

Let's just say that it is a virus that people could be infected once they started to love Kpop.

Symptom:

• Listening to Kpop music almost everyday
• Understand Korean language (Even just a little)
• Knows every single boy and girl groups
• Dreaming to go to Korea
• Have at least a bias
• etc.

From all those symptoms given above, we can see that this virus is quite "dangerous". Kpop virus attacking most of the girls, even it is possible for a guy to be infected. If you want to examine people around you who already infected with this virus, actually it's quite easy. I give you five most common different reaction normal person and infected person do.

Condition 1: Watching Group X's comeback teaser
Normal: "What is this? What is their purpose making a minute video? Wasting their money?"
Infected: "OH MY GOD!! NO NO NO! THEY LOOK HOT! I'M DIE! I'M SO DIE"


Condition 2: Watching rookie group on youtube
Normal: "Another boy/girlband.. *straight face*"
Infected: "Wow, A and B are really cute, C and D's voice is so mesmerizing and E's rap is sooo.. Oh.. Okay,  I'm a fan now!"


Condition 3: In the shopping mall, watching the idol's standing character as a brand ambassador
Normal: "This shop really knows how to get some money"
Infected: "Ah ah ah! Take me a picture with him! Hurry hurry!"


Condition 4: Watching Kpop concert Fan camera on Youtube
Normal: "Dang! What is this screaming videos? Didn't they have something better to upload?"
Infected: "NOOOOO!!! SHE/HE'S LOOKING AT THE CAMERA!! I WANT TO BE THERE! I WANT TO BE THERE!! GAHH! YOU SO LUCKY!!!"


Condition 5: Reading fan fiction
Normal: "What an absurd story."
Infected: "If only this was a reality, AH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.."

As a result, Kpop virus causing obsession, dreaming, imitating, crying, losing a lot of money, fangirling and more. Until this time, there are no specific potion to heal this virus. It's just a matter of time, until you started to get bored to this. The effect on each person is different, some could be infected for months, some for a years and some for the rest of their life, depends on how we try to stay close in a normal line.

It's getting really late here, almost 23:56 PM and Dr. Pauline Elizabeth, M.Kpop still have a lot of works to do. So another updates for this virus would be written in this blog as soon as possible. For questions and responds, just write down in the comment box below. Our team would gladly response your feedback. Good night and stay healthy!

Dr. Pauline Elizabeth, M.Kpop

Happy 4th Anniversary SHINee♥

25 May 2008 when it all started, SM debuted a rookie contemporary band. They gave them name SHINee, which means "People who were shined". In a such a young age Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin living their dreams to be K-Pop next idol. Though it's been 4 years now and they've changed a lot, their "Younger Boy" image still stick strongly. They are loved by many people who call themselves Shawol, SHINee World.

Back to that days,
Onew was just another shy boy with the same heartwarming smile until now..
Jonghyun was not as muscular as now, but still.. his voice is gorgeous..
Key was appearing with thick eyebrows and so innocent..
Minho was just another quiet boy who can't even speak more than a sentence..
Taemin was known by his mushroom hair, he was just 15 at that time.

4 years changed a lot. They are improving and gain more popularity not only in Korea but almost in this whole wide world. Let's say European, American, Asian, African, Australian, the fans are spreading in each continent. A lot of achievements, ups and downs. SHINee, was just living as a family.

I am not a fan of SHINee since they first debuted, not even one year. This past 8 months, SHINee had took me into a roller coaster of Korean Wave. The more i know them, the more i get into them. I am proud to be a Shawol. SHINee keeps my dream alive, although until this very second i haven't meet them even once, i believe that someday i will with better chance, better place, better memories..

#4YearsWithSHINee

Dear Lee Jinki, Please take care of your members. Keep working hard and be the best loving leader and brother for them, as much as you love Fried Chicken. Keep up your good work and doing Onew sangtae for our goods.

Dear Kim Jonghyun, Take care of Key. Ask him to work out. Keep being funny and tweet as much as you can do, it's always exciting watching your tweet on my timeline. Ask the other member to make one too, so we could interact with all of you more, though you never replied our mentions. LOL. Could you share your voice for me?

Dear Kim Kibum, MAKE TWITTER PLEASE. Keep being awesome, you're the diva. I really don't know what to say to you.. i just want to see you someday. Amen.

Dear Choi Minho, You are awesome. Be more and more talkative with camera. Never want to lose on anything. I'm really happy that you improve a lot on your rap and sing. I hope that one day i'm not only watch your solo performance trough YouTube but live. Stay healthy, stay awesome and keep working hard! FIGHTING!

Dear Lee Taemin, You look better without your long hair, eh? Watching you from "Replay", to "Lucifer", to "Sherlock", i do feel like i watch a different side of Taemin. You also improve a lot. SHINee's dancing machine is not only dance now, but he also sing. Stay as loveable guy, and pray a lot!

One Band, One Name, One World, Six Words, SHINEE.

Say hello, stay curious, be the pretty juliette, loverholic robotronic, fantastic elastic.

SHINee is back! pt. 4

OH MY GOD. The day i've been waiting for so long! Finally today, i checked my twitter timeline and "SM launched Key photo teaser" Dang! I immediately googling and i found gorgeous pictures of him. Now i'm drooling..

Key is turning to a "little monster". He colored his hair green (Big Bang's TOP can do blue, so SHINee's Almighty Key can do green!), He is shirtless, He pierce his lip. Voila! Amazing picture of Key! But i think that his hair is just some kind of temporary green, you see.. in that picture? The 2nd photo, his hair is not green anymore. Also his piercing, SM confirmed that he really did it. I think, he's the first K-Pop idol who dare to do this.

SHERLOCKEY <3

I feel so happy for Key's teaser. One more teaser of Jonghyun which make me really curious. I wonder how it will look like. Maybe after photo tease SM will launch MV teaser? KYAAAAAA. NONONO. I'll be crazy!!

Let's see how Jonghyun teaser would look like.. tomorrow ;)

SHINee is back! pt. 3

Another day of photo teaser and fangirling! Kyakya! It's the day of Leader Onew!! It's really nice to see him again, after not catching up with another SHINee member for several times. Now he's back!! And his photo is more than just adorable.

He looks really cute there. I'm anticipating for SHINee's comeback really really soon! Ah.. i lost my words and yeah.. 21 march please come faster!

In this photo he was like a, sculpture? I don't know but his hair and his pose was so amazing. Guess what? i think my prediction about all member being shirtless is true because in this photo Onew also taking shirtless photo, but didn't really show them. Maybe because of his washboard abs. LOL.

Ready for the next teaser? It'll be who? Key? Jonghyun?