Spill of tears: Karma

Back to 2009, i started to listened to a new genre of music. Korean pop, best known as K-pop. At that time, not many idol groups debuted. Not as much as now. Super Junior suddenly came with “Sorry sorry”. The do-do-do song (DO DO DO note until the whole chorus) surely attract me. The youngest member Kyuhyun shining the most. But it doesn’t last too long. I am back to my western music taste and K-pop was like “Okay, i know them but not a fan of them”

2011, Same thing happened like 3 years ago. I laid in my bed, bored, keep switching TV channel and then my eyes are looking straight to those 5 boys. They look so young, typical koreans.  Their song is different from the other K-Pop song. It was “Replay”. It has some kind of RnB feel, The dance moves is just DOPE and the music is so catchy. They’re just different. When the song ends, i read the description and a word “SHINee” was written there. My brain is like rolling something “ SHINee, SHINee, SHINee.. ah, Minho! And Lucifer! The pretty guy in red pants!” Which later on i finally knew that his name is Taemin.

I knew SHINee at the time i still a fan of Super Junior, yeah.. since they came from same company. At that time, SHINee was just a rookie group. I first saw them with “Juliette” but i didn’t really notice the other member. Only Minho because he’s good looking and often came as a guest on variety shows. Onew, i heard his name a lot , yet  didn’t really know what he looks like. But neither Onew nor Minho, i was captured by that guy with thick eyebrows. He looks like a little kitty, so cute! His name is Key. He chooses the stage name Key because his real name is same as his sunbae “Super junior’s Kim Kibum”. Later on i also new that the fans gave him nickname “Kitty”. Yeah, he looks exactly like a little kitty!

This is my very first time being madly in love with Korean boyband. Maybe it was all karma. I used to talk a lot behind one of my friends who dedicated her life for Korea and K-Pop. Her acts kinda annoying and that’s the truth. I didn’t want to listen to K-Pop because she likes it and yeah.. i said to myself that i will never ever getting back together listen to any kind of K-Pop songs. KARMA!!

I become more and more obsessed with K-Pop. I started to know many groups, you name it i know it. My playlist used to be all kill western songs, but right now it turns to home of K-pop songs. I started to build my dreams. I learn Korean a lot, K-pop songs, K-pop dance even joining so many contests just to meet them. You can say that right now i dedicated my life to Korea.

Maybe it sounds exaggerated, but this is the reality and this is my life now. I always say that i can do all the things i wanted, but not all the time i feel like it. I'm just running from the truth and i admit it. Sometimes i feel broken and i just want to stop. Having a feel like this, do you think i like it? No. But i just can't stop. I didn't blame my idols of course, because i just try to take the positives from them like how they work hard to reach their dream. I want to be like that too! But in the end, i just feel pity for myself. I'm weird.

Friends? haha.. they just make fun of me..

not all of them i know, but i don't think telling something to them works for me..

Family? they don't even care..

Even myself? I was just like a turtle who lose its shell.

My dreams, i've built it high enough but could it be higher or maybe crashed away.

I never know..

To be continued..

Bisakah?

Andai hidup nggak harus memilih.

Sedih ya rasanya digantung, apalagi mengingat hal yang "digantung" itu adalah suatu hal yang benar-benar kamu inginkan.

Rasanya baru Jumat kemarin, saking bahagianya aku nggak tau otakku lagi lari kemana. Aku terlalu bahagia, sampe air mata terus ngotot minta keluar. Mungkin buat sebagian orang ini terlalu berlebihan, well i can't say anything soalnya mereka juga nggak bakal ngerti perasaan yang campur aduk macam apa yang aku rasain.

Setelah menghapus pilihan studi ekskursi ke korea nanti waktu semester 3 dan mentah-mentah ketolak ASP ke Busan (Belum cukup umur. Sedih.), aku udah jadi kayak anak ayam kehilangan arah. Aku nggak tau harus kemana, dan aku merasa berhenti gitu aja. Nggak ada lagi mimpi. Mustahil.

Tapi tiba-tiba, Jumat kemarin Tuhan seperti datang membawa berita bahagia "Paulina, dengarkan Saya.. Aku memberimu kesempatan untuk meraih mimpimu.." Lewat sang ibu dosen, disampaikanlah berita bahagia tersebut. Akan diadakan pertukaran pelajar ke Solbridge School of Business, Daejeon, Korea Selatan. Syaratnya, mahasiswa angkatan 2012 dan harus lulus seleksi. Seperti post ku kemarin, ketika hujan turun aku belum siap dan mati tersambar petir.

Bener-bener aku reflek jejeritan nggak tau malu, nggak peduli seberapa banyak orang yang denger di satu ruangan konfrensi waktu itu. Yang aku tau cuma, disitu ada kesempatan. Tapi perasaanku terlalu campur aduk..

Kalo mahal gimana?

Kalo sulit nerima pelajaran pake bahasa inggris gimana?

Kalo tiba-tiba nggak keterima?

Kalo pelajaran di surabaya keteteran semua?

Kalo ini kalo itu..

Akhirnya kuceritakan masalah ini kepada sang ibunda dan beliau hanya manggut-manggut, bertanya sepatah dua patah kata dan tidak memberi jawaban apa-apa. Sekarang aku galau dibuatnya.

Menurutku mestinya Daejeon nggak semahal Seoul, soalnya kan bukan pusat kota. Kemarin sih juga udah sempat cari-cari dorm via internet. Ketemu yang lumayan murah-murah juga. Cuma emang untuk masalah makanan, Korea agak mahal. Tapi nggak makan juga nggak apa kok, makin kurus makin hepi. Transport juga nggak terlalu mahal mestinya, 60.000 rupiah per hari sama kayak pergi ke kampus dari rumah naik taksi. TOEFL? Bisa lah.. masak nggak bisa?

Yang bingung sekarang aku dihadapkan pada dua pilihan. Mau sekarang pertukaran pelajar 6 bulan, tapi semua pelajaran keteteran atau nunggu 2 tahun lagi tapi menetap di Korea 1 tahun? 

Andai hidup nggak harus memilih..

aku pasti pilih dua-duanya..

Cerita Kpop Guweh dan Paskah.

Gila mamen! Guweh sedang asik-asiknya menahan derita sakit perut bulanan dan hampir muntah-muntah belajar statistik, tiba- tiba dapet pencerahan macam ini..

OH MAMAH MOHON RESTU UNTUK MENIKAH DENGAN MEREKA!
Jadi, Infinite mendapat kemenangan pertamanya di Inkigayo! 오빠들, 축하해요!! Dan yang paling amazing, yang bikin aku nggak sanggup nahan diri buat *sekali lagi* nggak teriak-teriak kayak orang gila di depan laptop adalah.. kehadiran ketiga pacar guweh. Kim Kibum. Kim Myungsoo. Lee Hyunwoo. Seriusan.
Dan ini adalah wajah saya ketika melihat mereka di layar laptop..

Kurang lebih 11-12 sama orang ini..

"Kenapa dunia ini benar-benar tidak adil Mamah? KENAPAAAH?"

Mungkin kalo aku bisa ada di sana, ngeliatin si Hyunwoo nge MC, L sama Key tampil,  Sakit perut dan penderitaan akan lelah yang tak berkesudahan ini tidak berarti apa-apa. Apalagi dua bias paling tampan se-Kpop raya guweh berdiri berdampingan! Skip aja videonya ke 5:42 Bawa. Aku. Ke. Seoul. Sekarang. Titik maritik.
Oh  SELAMAT PASKAH untuk semua makhluk yang telah diselamatkanNya di bumi, untuk kamu kamu dan kamu.  YA KAMU! Terima kasih banyak atas penebusanMu ya Tuhan, dan dengan kebangkitanMu, aku percaya bahwa dunia ini senantiasa berada di bawah perlindunganMu. Tak pernah sekali pun Engkau meninggalkan kami. Terima kasih untuk cinta kasihMu yang tiada berkesudahan. I'm really grateful.
Dan mungkin gara-gara berkah Paskah, atau gara-gara doa saya sebelum tidur buat Tuhan, tadi malem saya mimpi indaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah banget.. Pada suatu hari, Seorang gadis yang sedikit tampan bernama Pauline bertemu idolanya yang berasal dari Korea Selatan. Sebut saja lelaki berambut pirang itu Key. Aku juga heran, kenapa mimpi aku akhir-akhir ini sangat mendetail sampai detail terkecilpun aku ingat. Key pake kaos warna hitam dan varsity navy + Snapback motif leopard. Auuuu...
Singkat cerita, kita saling berjumpa di coffee shop macam yang ada di drama-drama Korea gitu, ada Jonghyun juga ding di situ! Ceritanya aku lagi diajarin bahasa Korea. Terus juga sempet nanya-nanya sama mereka kalo mereka deket nggak sama group lainnya, Infinite misalnya. Dan mereka bilang deket sama beberapa member aja. Waktu itu aku bilang ke mereka "Ini sungguh kayak mimpi (ya emang cuma mimpi -___-) akhirnya aku bisa ketemu kalian!" Abis gitu si Key bilang "Tenang aja, kita kan masih bisa contact-contactan. Kamu ngelike semua fotoku di Instagram kan?"
JEDUARRRR!! DIA TAU! Abis itu yang aku inget cuma adikku masuk kamar dan teriak "WOI BANGUN WOI!" terus aku jadi kebangun. Kata-kata terakhir yang aku bilang "OPPA KAJIMA!!" Sambil terseok-seok di lantai cafe ngeliat Key sama Jonghyun pergi and not looking back. Mimpi selesai.
Ah, meskipun gitu saya tetap bahagia bisa mimpi indah setelah sekian lama tidak bisa bermimpi karena terlalu kecapekan dan tidur terlalu sebentar (Buat aku tidur 4-5 jam itu SANGAT sebentar, dan kalo tidur sangat sebentar ujung-ujungnya sepanjang hari saya pasti bete)
Yah.. Begitulah kira-kira.. Kapan ya saya bisa bener-bener ketemu mereka di Korea? Siapapun, ada yang tahu caranya dan mau bantu saya? *mewek*

Stadium akhir.

Maaf sekali lagi harus curhat karena aku ngerasa penyakit Kpopku sudah nggak bisa tertolong lagi.

Nggak tau apa yang ada di otakku, tapi *sigh* tolong saya atas obsesi ini!!

Saya takut jatuh, saya takut nggak bisa lagi melihat realitas..

I have faith but i don't think that it works.

Well, aku selalu berpikir suatu saat nanti pasti aku bisa pelan-pelan mewujudkan mimpiku. Banyak orang bilang mustahil, tapi kita semua nggak pernah tau kapan keajaiban terjadi, kapan Tuhan akhirnya bilang "Waktunya sudah tepat untukmu", kapan akhirnnya kita bukan nangis karena sedih mimpi kita terdengar menyedihkan tapi nangis karena bahagia, kapan akhirnya apel bisa tumbuh di pohon pisang. 

Some says purple, Some says violet.

Whatever people, whatever it is i'll get.

Tapi untuk sekarang semua terlalu menjemukan dan aku mulai merasa kalo aku sendiri membuat hidupku begitu menyedihkan. Menyedihkan?

Ya.

Dear Lord, what should i do?

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"Because with you, my dreams seem really close"

Officialy 19 since yesterday. Time goes by really fast isn't it? Seems like it was just yesterday when i celebrated my 15th birthday in junior high school. Then my 17th, when finally people start to call you "woman" instead of "girl". Next year i'll be 20th, 1/5 of century. Am i that old already?

I have no other intention for this year forward except to be grateful. Grateful for what i have in this life. Try to look down instead of always look up.

I still the same person until now, and i feel blessed to have so many people around me. Well, i might not now how much they care about me but i can say that they make my dreams seem really close! They make me even more believe that i can be what i want to be all this time. I can reach the unreachable.. like what Guy Sebastian sang in his song "Taller Stronger Better"

So, here they are some wishes they wrote for me. Thanks a lot guys! That's a really nice of you all!
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Fei-fei, She sent me this early in the morning :*

 One of the greatest wish, Thanks ce Gebe! :D

Jajjan~ even the most quiet person in my class! Proud of you IP! :D

 Should i call it wish? LOL. Thank you anyway egyjelek! 

 Your wishes are gonna be paid one day! So thank you :*

 EPIC Daniel!

 From twitter, thank you everyone! :*

And, special thanks for Candy, Nila, Devi and Daniel for the "Surprise"; Jojo who sent me such a nice present, i miss you so much!!! Thanks for the "Key's pick"; Stella who called me far far away from Taiwan, aaaaw! See you soon! :*

Thank you everyone! You mean a lot to me :'D

At the end, i once regret being such a really pitiful dreamer, but i realize that it is great to dream big! I know what i want to achieve and i'm planning to have a very well future ahead. Let's wish that this year would be amazing!

Bucket full of dreams.

I have a bucket full of dreams..

I dream to dance "Replay" together with SHINee..
The song that makes me fell for them.
But this is just ridiculous and no one would believe in me.
"You fool, they're just another human being"
I put a lot of effort to get that chance, but i gain nothing.

I dream to sing a duet with David Archuleta, any kind of songs he wants..
Because of him i know what is my passion, Singing.
I want to sing like everyday.
I want to sing even if i can't sing anymore.

I dream to have my own stage..
But once again i laughed, because i'm lack of confidence.
And i just become a clown for some of them,
because of its absurdity.

I dream to show the world
That there's nothing wrong to have a dream
That there's nothing wrong to cry and act like a fool
Just because you want it so bad
Just because you want this short life become meaningful.

I dream to have my parents hug me tight and say "You make me proud"
Because i didn't know how far i made them worry
Because i feel useless as the only duaghter

I dream to make it all come true..
Though i don't know when, how, and what is my destiny
Though i don't know how much did i supposed to put my efforts into it
Though i don't know until when i have to keep my faith
Though i don't know how to keep my jealousy over them
Though i don't know how to achieve..

I do keep my faith,
It is just "How long do i have to wait?"
I do believe that everything is possible for me,
because God is good. He is.

They say when you say you can't then you really can't.
But when you believe you can, then you can.

I have a bucket full of dreams..

I'll rise it up high and won't wake up before it's over.

Hi?

Back to my mood of blogging. I have a lot to type recently. Holiday makes a lot of thoughts running trough my head, like it is going to explode.

I deleted my chatbox since there's a lot of spam. Annoying spam. If you are blogwalking to my blog, leave comment then. I'll visit you back. Let me know :)

Aaaaaand.. I red my stat yesterday, and i found it interesting. My blog was visited by South Koreans. I'm so happy though i didn't know whether he/she is native or just some foreigners there. But, 

내 블로그를 방문해 주셔서 감사! 반가워요! :D

As you know i'm learning Korean now. Still learning.. Actually quite happy with my progress. I listen to K-Pop song a lot, watching variety and drama a lot. I'm happy because little by little i understand what they're saying. Though i can't speak properly and still use help from Google Translate sometimes. I'll learn more until i can understand and speak Korean fluently! :D

Still, life is getting tough lately!

2013, would it be nice?

Merry Late Christmas and Stuffs.

First of all, Merry Christmas for all the people in the universe. It must be heartwarming watching all those red-green stuffs everywhere with big-fat-white beard man wearing red suit, Santa Claus. Do you have a great one?

I was excited about this Christmas. The same feeling every year. I was wondering if Santa come in the midnight, creeping into my living room to put some gift under the Christmas tree. HELLO PEOPLE! THIS IS MY FIRST TIME, AFTER 8 YEARS CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS WITHOUT CHRISTMAS TREE! I know i'm almost 19 years old, yet i still believe those stuffs. 

Anyway, there's nothing special happen this Christmas. I actually felt quite guilty since *I ADMIT IT GOD, I'M SO SORRY* I didn't go to church for almost a month? more? I didn't join the 4 weeks of advents, and i just came right away on Christmas Mass. Such a sinner..

Maybe i lost the meaning of Christmas. It didn't happen to be the time where we supposed to gather around with our family. Both my parents are off to work, well they have no day-offs. Me? i spent this Christmas by watching Running Man. In my room. Alone. Like a lonely kitty watching the gleams of Christmas light outside, inside i'm quite empty.. Miaow!

But it's good then if you had a great Christmas back then!

***

28th December! *drum rolls*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS GUY BELOW!

It's been 4 years. LIKE WOW. How do you do? I do miss your blog and your vlog. Your goofy-ness and dorky-ness? You still the same guy who captured my heart just by listening to your voice. I never forget the day you sang "Stand by Me" and "Love Me Tender" on American Idol Top 4 performance, and i just melted right away.

I also can't forget every competition i took just to win you autographed photo, books, or any kind of stuffs about you. The most unforgettable one was the day you finally came to Indonesia and i was spending my time home crying since i let my chance gone away to see you. If i were there back to that day, maybe i've already took a picture with you, telling you how much you meant to me, show my support to you, AND I BUY EVERY SINGLE ALBUM YOU LAUNCHED. ALL ORIGINAL! You have to know that this is my very first time collecting such a huge number of album from the same singer.

Yet i won't regret it, because i know i have a better chance to meet you soon enough. Soon enough after you're back. 2014? I'll wait. Whenever it is, as long as i could meet you. As long as i could tell you that i've never ever been such a fan like this before and as long as you know how you are means a lot to my dreams and hopes.

Happy birthday David, I can't say much but i love you!

***

Still 29th December..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SUPER DUPER MEGA KPOP BESTIES "STEFANA KARENILA" and her twin Stefani Karenita! Stay awesome and fantastic baby!

Let's go to Seoul together soon enough! Let's finish our ASP Project! Let's watch KPOP concert live soon enough! Let's meet our bias (You go to TOP and BigBang, I go to Key and SHINee) 

우리 둘이 같이 가자! 서울!! 우릴 위해 기다려주세요 :D

40 Random Quiz

Got this from Candy's..

1. Three things I want to say to three different people.

Mom, happy mother's day. I know we've been trough a lot of rough and good times and it's never easy for me to say i love you, but i really do.

David Archuleta, how is it going there? 2012 almost end. Another year to wait for your comeback. Are you doing well? Take care of yourself and stay awesome instead! I wish one day i could really meet you in person, this has been my wish ever since 2008, and i'm looking forward to make it happen really soon! :)

SHINee 오빠들, 나는 할 말이 혼란 스러워요. 오빠들 때문에, 난 지금 한국어 공부해요. SHINee를 정말 보고싶었어요. 난 그냥 새롭게 팬이고, 난 알아. 하지만 언젠가 제가 너희 모두 충족 할 것으로 기대 막을 수 없어. 널 지원하기 위해 여기 있다는 걸 주시기 바랍니다. 사람들 보여 줄게, 사과도 바나나 나무에 성장합니다. 우리가 서로 만날거야, 그래요? 많이 많이 사랑해요 오빠!! 샤이니 짱!!! 

2. One of my insecurities. My dreams.

3. What turns me on. Singing.

4. One of my bad habits. Moody. 

5. Who I wish I could be. Better me.

6. Where I want to be right now. Seoul!

7. The last thing I ate. Papaya.

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately. Taylor Lautner.

9. What song I’m currently listening to. The World With You - SHINee

10. The last time I cried and why. Yesterday, i was mad because of many things.

11. Something I’m excited about. Christmas!

12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.

Like: Talented, creative, funny, willing to achieve something i really want, thinking of something new

Dislike: Moody, perfectionist, emotional, niggard, lazy

13. Three things I want right now. Music bank ticket, lots of new clothes (esp. that Luhan jacket, i've already ordered though, hehe), pass all my courses.

14. Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you, where’s it from?  yes, my Mom bought it.

15. How long was your last phone conversation? few minutes ago, about less than a minute?

16. What are you looking forward to? ASP this year, reaching Korea in 2013.

17. Did you get anything off your chest today? ha?

18. How many rings do you usually wear? one.

19. Would you rather go to Canada or California on vacation?  Neither. S.E.O.U.L !!

20. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants? shorts.

21. Do you call it fall or autumn?  fall.

22. Are you an emotional person?  yes and yes.

23. It’s 2 in the morning and you get a text message, who is it most likely from? Operator -___-

24. Do you like long car rides?  okay.

25. Do you have an adult you can talk to about anything? no one no one no oneeeee *singing alicia key's*

26. Last time you saw your dad? He was just come into my room.

27. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? no.

28. Do you do your own laundry? sometimes for some stuffs.

29. Would you like the ability to read minds?  it'll be awesome!

30. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? who never see me cry? 

31. You’re thinking about a certain person right now, aren’t you? yes.

32. What will you be doing in five years? At least i go to Korea and watch either SHINee's or David Archuleta's concert. Graduated with satisfying achievement.

34. Last 2 people to text you? Smartfren and Karenila. 

35. Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? Yes of course !

36. Do you like to cuddle? yes?

37. When angry, do you get loud or quiet? quiet.

38. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? ha? i don't know and don't think so.

39. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? yea.

40. How’s your hair right now?

Like this?

Dream Chaser.

I dreamed about dancing in the air,
I dreamed about lying on the clouds,
Floating.. Free.

When it comes to night, empty skies are all i see..
Where are the stars, where is the moon?
They hide and keep themselves safe.

I am lost unto nowhere,
laughed even i'm not supposed to
dragged into this sadness, which i don't even know why.

I can only hold onto this faith.
I don't know maybe someday..
somewhere,
somehow,
I'll get there without you knowing.

Bitter.

I wonder if tears comes out from my ass  ears, i might not cry my whole life.

In fact, this is really sad. I'm sad. And exhausted!

SMTOWN is just 2 days away, the artists themselves would arrive in Jakarta at Friday September 21st, 3:35 PM. Act like a total dumb for betting my luck on online quizes, yet i try every single way to go there. This time, i wasn't meant to be there. YET.

Bye - bye SMTOWN, Bye SHINee..

University life is starting to get really hectic with assignments and tests. I need more than 6 hours to sleep.

Get over it.

Asian On Air Program

You might be wondering about my last post, then i tell you about Asian On Air Program.

Asian On Air Program is an event created by Korea Tourism Organization in partnership with Korean Air and Buzz Korea to enjoy the beauty of Korea. The program is opened for Asian residents from China, Hongkong, Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore, Thailand, etc.

Feel the 5 days and 4 nights journey in Korea by submit your video or blog and photo contest. It'll be a huge deal to win this contest. The submission ends in September 23rd (Key's birthday. Yay!) and they'll announce the winner 5 days afterwards.

Simply click here for more info, and don't forget to join and promote! Wish us all the best luck, FIGHTING!

Thank you Korean Air, KTO and Buzz Korea! ;)

Do This In Korea!

안녕하세요 여러분!

Korea, a place that many people dreamed about now and I wonder why i’m being a part of them. What can be more awesome than chillin in a coffee shop at apgeujeong, looking for a souvenirs and cool stuffs in Insadong, shopping in dongdaemun, wearing Korean genuine hanbok and even watching the sunset by Han river?

So, if i am chosen in Asia On Air Program, what am i going to do in Korea?

Try Korean Authentic Foods

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I try a lot of Bibimbap, Bulgogi, Ddeokboki in a Korean restaurant nearby, but doesn’t it better if we taste ‘Fresh from the wok’ product? Imagine how delicious it would be. The atmosphere also would be different because the food they produced comes originally from where it belongs.

Lock A Heart in Namsan Tower

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The fence might be already full with locks, but i want to make one and lock it there. Click click click!! Locked my heart and memories in Korea, a place that i dreamed a lot.

Jamming With A Street Band in Hongdae

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I love watching people sing. Hongdae’s street band is quite popular in Korea and i found it interesting.  Singing is one of my way to let my feelings be free, isn’t it nice to show how much you appreciate arts and share them with a lot of people together with your talent?

Shopping in Namdaemun, Insadong, Dongdaemun

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What i really love about Korea, i think it has the coolest stuffs on earth.  Korean people,  i really love their fashion style and it is now becoming trend in many countries especially Asia. It proves that Korea bring such a huge impact also in fashion industry. When you talk about travelling, there comes shopping. Namdaemun, Insadong, Dongdaemun are the places i want to have an experience in shopping. I see and heard a lot, that people are selling cool and unique stuffs there, because good products comes from its origin!

Tour Around K-Pop Industry

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It’s not Korea if it’s not K-Pop. K-Pop is now being a massive trends among many people and i’m a huge fan of it. If i get this chance to join Asia On Air Program i will definitely want to attend K-Pop concert or showcase live in Korea itself.  Just to attend and see the idols performing is more than enough, because it is really rare in my country. Visiting many entertainment agency to simply just looking at how they work and the enthusiasm of the fans there. COOL, COOL, COOL! *dancing to Sistar’s So Cool. LOL*

For everyone who still haven’t been able to visit Korea like me, i’m sure that this contest is a huge deal. So thank you for KTO and KoreanAir together with Buzz Korea for making this chance happen! I’m so grateful and.. see you in Korea? Next October? AMEN! :D

정말 감사합니다!!